i am complete deancas trash
90% destiel, 10% cockles/general spn/other madnessif you need me to tag anything else at all, just shoot me a message.
*psst* if you send me prompts or requests for edits/fics, i will love you and your children forever.
i am complete deancas trash
90% destiel, 10% cockles/general spn/other madnessif you need me to tag anything else at all, just shoot me a message.
*psst* if you send me prompts or requests for edits/fics, i will love you and your children forever.
we’ve all got that weird pretty big secret that we don’t really hide but like we don’t flaunt it like “My brother died of cancer” or “I’m gay” or “I tried to kill myself last year” or anything really and when you find out somebody’s big plot twist you know you’re in this friendship for the long run
(Source: nasanap)
i am not okay. i am so not okay. i think the fact that i’ve lost count of how many posts i’ve made like this goes to show how fucked up i am at the moment (sorry everyone). the thing is, especially over the past week, i have had (brief) moments where i’ve felt happy - i thought things were okay but right now i feel so…empty? that’s the only way i can describe it. there’s only so long i can distract myself for, i guess, and i can’t tell if i want to carry on acting happy around my friends and family or not, because i can hide this shit from them (i have been for the past year). i suppose i managed to make myself stop crying right now and that’s an achievement but - i don’t know, man. i can’t remember the last time i felt this hollow.
I am this weird mix of extrovert and introvert in that I feel fine giving speeches and being up on stage but I feel terrified asking someone to help me in a store or ordering food.
OH MY GOD YOU PUT IT INTO WORDS THANK YOU
Okay but imagine Dean using horribly cheesy angel-themed pickup lines on Cas when they start dating – just for shits and giggles – because Cas always responds to them with utmost seriousness in this adorably bewildered manner oh my gosh –
“Are you an angel? Because you’re the answer to all my prayers.”
“I’d appreciate it if you refrained from stating the obvious, Dean.”
“Am I dead, Angel? ‘Cause this must be Heaven!”
“No, Dean, this is Purgatory. Please do keep up.”
“Baby, somebody better call God, ‘cause he’s missing an angel!”
“I believe Father is fully aware of my whereabouts, but thank you for your concern.”
“Is it hot in here or is that just the Holy Spirit burning inside of you?”
“I’m inclined to believe that it’s the latter.”
“Can I take a picture of you to prove to my friends that angels do exist?”
“Dean, you do not have any friends.”
(Source: huntxrsangel-blog)
